My Promises

There are too many things happened around me in these years. I have been thinking for a long time. Today! Right now! Right here! I am going to make 10 promises to myself!

1. I have to appreciate every second I have, I have to utilize it wisely. I don’t want to waste any unnecessary time.
2. I am going to put effort to help my friends and family. If I am able to help, I won’t say ‘no’.
3. I have to concern about my health. I will put it in high place. I won’t choose the foods, I will let my health to choose.
4. I want to stay humble. No matter what happened, I must not be showing off.
5. I will try to be an eco-friendly person. I will try to save the environment, so that I can save the world.
6. When the environment changes or any environment doesn’t suitable to me, I won’t to blame the environment, I will try to adapt to it.
7. When anything goes incorrect, I will admit my mistake, and find the reasons and solutions. I must not seek for excuses.
8. Say ‘no’ to give up. I will stay strong and fight until the end.
9. I am going to be a positive thinker, whatever happened, it has happened, but life goes on.
10. I will always remember the 9 things above that I have promised to myself today..

Untitle

Last week, I registered for my next semester timetable. Everything has been settled very well. But 2 days ago, I was helping my friends to registered for theirs. It seemed very unfortunate. They didn’t get what they really want and ended up having a messy timetable. I actually would able to help them. Just, I wasn’t in fully prepared. What a stupid thing.

Recently, the market was down. I wish to purchase more shares. But, I have no more cash. You know? Cash is king, especially in this situation. There is one company which its share price is very attractive. I really hope I am able to buy it. If I successfully buy it, I think that would be my greatest purchase ever.

Tagged! Check out and see whether you are being tagged!

Tagged by: Soony

1. What is the relationship of you with him/her?
- Friend, we were once being very great friend.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.-
i ) Kind
ii) Well knowledge
iii) Rich?? haha
iv) Friendly
v) Responsible

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- I am not sure which one i the most memorable

4. The most memorable thing he/she have said to you?
- !

5. If he/she become your lover, you will...
- oh my god! That's impossible! I ain't gay!

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- disappointed

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
- Please look at question number 5

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- Badminton maybe?

9. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
- playing badminton haha

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
- Nice friend to be

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Why don't i leave the question to them

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- Smart.... hahahaha!!!

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- Lazy

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
- Warren Buffett. He is so great in investment.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them..
- Thanakyou, i appreciate it!

10 people to tag
i) Henry (i know you won't update your blog already, tag for fun)
ii) Shing Ying
iii) Whooi Meen
iv) Chin Wei
v) Hui Yee
vi) Ee Win
vii) Hwei Kuan
viii) Wei Chun
viiii) Michelle
x) Strawberry

Who is number 2*Friend* having a relationship with?
- Friend, good friend?

Is number 3*Whooi Meen* a male or a female?
- Female ..

If number 7*Hwei Kuan* and 10*Strawberry* were together would it be a good thing?
- They are both girls ok...

How about number 5*Hui Yee* and 8*Wei Chun* ?
- I don't think that will happen

What is number 1*Henry* studying about?
- Engineering

Is number 4*Chin Wei* single?
- I think so

Say something about 6*Ee Win*?
- A person who has a lot of friends

Say something about 9*Michelle*?
- A naughty girl ..

My friends in UUM

Who are they?

They are my gang in UUM. Let me describe what I think about them.

First of all, let me list out their names.

Back row (from left): Lai Mei, Wei Sein, Chin Wei, Chen Lin
Front row (from left): Me, Soon Guei, Wei Luen

Lai Mei:
I knew her last year. Am I right? Yes, I am. She was my first Sarawak friend in UUM. Well, I knew her last year but I didn’t know her that time. Knew her but didn’t know her? What’s the stupid thing I am saying! What I mean is, Chin Wei had introduced her when I was in semester 1, but, just knew who she was, that’s all. Honestly, I didn’t remember her name that time. I wasn’t planned to remember either. You know, when I entered UUM, I actually quite work hard. I tried to have something from UUM. After my orientation was finished, I went to shake hand and know plenty of people. Therefore, it’s too much name, I couldn’t remember. I could only remember when I officially knew her in last semester.
What can I say about her? She is quite humourous sometimes. Sometimes, her act is quite cute and it’s sense of humour. She seemed to be taking her academic seriously. As I know, she is rich. But, I don’t how rich is her, just knowing that she is richer than me.
She can play piano. She praised my long finger. Haha, I wish to learn piano actually, but, I have no piano, how could I learn, right?
She always asks me about English for her English class. You know what, I actually think that my English isn’t good.

Wei Sein:
A person who defeated me. In what she has defeated me? Going back Penang. She goes back Penang quite often. I went back Penang quite often last semester, but there is no competition this semester, she won me a lot. ‘Wei Sein, may I ask you? Is Penang nice?’
Sometimes, this girl is quite blurring. ‘Wei Sein, have you got the answer of whether Chin Wei and I were studying in same school?” Sometimes, this brings her to be quite humourous.
She keeps saying about fruit plantation, keep saying she is planting fruit in her house. You know what, she has been saying for months, and I am not sure that’s truth or she is just joking. Sometimes, she seems to be joking, but sometimes, it seems like that’s truth. What can I say for this? A blur person is a person who is good in making others to get blur.

Chin Wei:
Among this these people, she is the closest person to me. It maybe because she is the person I know for the longest time among the 6 people. I knew the existence of Chin Wei in my account class during Lower 6. But, it seemed like she know my existence only in Upper 6. I think, if I am weak in account, maybe we aren’t friend. Haha
Well, she is good in academic, first class student.
She is helpful, she helped me a lot. I have no laptop and thumb drive in UUM. So, I need to have someone to help me print things, and she helped me.
She is one of the people who is eco-friendly. She has her own dinning tools, and she is willing to help the environment. This is what I feel happy, someone is one the same path with me. Again, I would like to promote my slogan, ‘if you save the environment, you can save the world.’
She is on the same path with me in environment stuff, but she is in inverse direction in academic, the way I am studying is very differ with hers.
Maybe she is the closest friend within the gang, she was always got the ‘cold arrow’ from me. I am not sure whether I am using the right word, ‘cold arrow’? But I think butterflies will know.

Chen Lin:
She is the person who asks me questions the most in academic. And, sometimes, she really asked the great questions. I think people around me might know that my studying method is quite a big difference from a lot of people. Among 6 of them, I think her way is the most similar with mine (but it’s still big different).
However, she has a completely difference thinking with me. I would like to emphasize the word completely. Completely means totally. What thing has such big difference? It’s ‘at home theory’. She says that it’s hard to study at home. I am going to object this! There is no where better than studying in home! Haha.

Soon Guei:
He is another people from Sarawak. Others always say him about his skin colour. I think he is the most pity people among us, he always got bullied. He is quite a kind guy, that’s the reason he always got bullied. Well, he is the most un-eco-friendly person among us. He says, ‘person who buys tissue is considered as un-eco-friendly, but not the person who uses.’ I strongly disagree with that.
He represented his school in debate competition. Is he good in that? I am not sure, wish to have a chance to debate with him.
I always asked him to help me to take attendance and take exam slip or anything. Thanks to him.
Unfortunately, next semester, I will have only three classes same with him. And I think that there will be more and more classes that I will be different from him thereafter.

To be continue….

A Happy Moment

I am very happy now.

Guess what happened?

My friend has just informed me that i got the highest in my financial accounting mid-semester examination. I thought i did it badly. I would be very happy if I able to get 60% cause i seriously didn't understand well. But I ended up getting 86, the highest. I am really very happy now!

I can feel the moment has come!

The moment I obtain one of the greatest power of human being, MOTIVATION!

The War of Add/Drop

Tonight is going to be one important moment.

UUM third semester students are going to stay online since 11 o’clock at night to waiting for the registration of the course for next semester.

First of all, I wish I am able to get the classes I want to. I haven’t come up with my final plan yet.

I take this seriously. This is going to determine my life in next semester.

Well, for visitors who always come to my blog, I guess you all know what is BG (Butterfly Gang). I learnt a new word last night, clique. Is BG a clique? Not really. It’s hard for me to explain why.

I have made a statement that BG is going to ended by fifth semester in the beginning of this semester. And, it seemed to have possibility. Actually, I concern this semester much more than previous. It’s very important to me, so do BG. I have to think very detail. There is 50% chance that I will be staying in BG, and 50% change that I am going to quit. Therefore, the decision of arranging my timetable is very important.

There is one quote that I learnt and I remembered it every moment:

“One decision can change your life forever.”

Time

What’re the most expensive thing in the world?

Gold? Property?

Neither. The most expensive thing should be time.

Time burns money. After one minutes passed, it passes forever, it would never come back again, everything is going to be history.

Plenty of people are saying that the time isn’t enough, and I am one of them too. How great is it if there are 25 hours in a day, one hour more than now. Is it really great? It will solve the problem that we don’t have enough time?

I personally think, if I have 1 hour extra, it will make me waste one hour more.

Actually, 24 hours aren’t little. If we fail to finish the things we want, is it really because the time given isn’t enough? Or, we don’t use the time wisely? Or, we have the problem of efficiency?

Yesterday, I was thinking something. I was wasting too much time.

I planned to study my taxation yesterday, but ended up studying only few pages. I failed to motivate myself to study. I am not really sure why, maybe cause by both my internal factors and environment effect (honestly, I don’t like my study culture now). The question arose from my heart. How could I get as motivated as my form 6? I couldn’t stop to learn new thing and study? I have to find out the reasons and fix myself.

Back To Penang

I have come back to Penang 3 days ago. Guess what have happened after I came back? I fall sick again. I went back Penang in last month and I fall sick, now, it happened again. Well, nothing to blame, whatever happens happened, and life goes on. I have known gotten better, I wish to recover by next week.

One of my cactuses seemed to be going to die, but I will never let it happens, I will take more care of it.

Remember in the past post that I mentioned the tortoise? It fall down to lower floor 2 days ago. It seemed to be pity. My grandma brought it up, and we gave it things to eat. It seemed to be very hungry. My grandmother told me that someone is going to set it free. Why should them? Why don’t let it be here? I will miss the tortoise, although I have seen it for few times only.

Friends I never forget.....

I have been in UUM more than one and quarter year. The more I am staying here, the more I feel I hate here. I tried to like the life in UUM but I failed to. Now, I have realized one important reason, friendship.

I always feel that there are something missing and I didn’t really know, but I found it now. before I entered UUM, I had 2 groups of great friends. After I entered UUM, we are getting less contact and we rarely contact now.

Henry and Soony, they left me a great memory in my life. We three started by working together for AWS (Amateur Wireless Society) and ended up with great friends. I was studying form 6 in MBS. I didn’t attend any co-curriculum activities held in MBS on Saturday. Saturday was my day for AWS. I can’t forget my life in AWS when working together with Henry and Soony.

Beside doing AWS stud, we always had time together. We hang out together, playing futsal, playing Playstation 2 in Soony’s house and much more. We had ever gone to Malacca together. That is the trip that I enjoyed the most in my life although we didn’t play really very much because I fall sick.

Another group of friends are my god sister and her friends. They are 4 years younger than me. I went out with them some times. I felt quite shy to talk with them, therefore, I talked quite little. Sometimes, I was thinking, ‘am I a burden of their hand out?’ anyway, I felt happy hanging out with them, it’s full of laugh.

One thing I will never ever forget about them is the day that they had a farewell for me. My tear is almost dropping our. I felt really touched. I really don’t know how to thank them. I was late to there actually on that day, I felt really sorry to them.

I really have a great time with that two groups of friends. I wish to say to them,

‘HENRY, SOONY, WHOOI MEEN, KAH SING, LEE CHIEN, SIEW WEN AND HUI XIAN, THANKYOU VERY MUCH!’

只能看

在一间漆黑的房间内，
望着窗口外的明月。
心中很想站立在月光下的我，
却只能在窗底下，
静悄悄地望着那梦寐以求的月景。
在我们的人生中，
梦寐以求的事常常像月光般，
出现在我们只能看，
而无法亲自去感觉的地方。

The holiday is going to ends.....

Tomorrow I am going back to UUM again. This might be my last one I am able to write or maybe the second last. I sill continue update my blog again after I come back to Penang again.

Time goes really fast. I couldn’t finish my things that I planned to do here in this holiday. It became my obstacle for me when I fall sick last week.

2 days ago, I went out to meet my friend Zi Hur. He came back from UK. It has been 2 or 3 years since our last meet. It’s glad to see him again. He has no much change in physically. At the beginning of our meeting, I felt quite funny. I didn’t know what to talk to him. The conversation isn’t really natural, kind of weird. We went to Queensbay Mall and having dinner together at the stall opposite Penang Chinese Girl High school. It’s a nice day.

At that night, my cup fall down and it was broken a little bit. I planned to capture the photo, but it was thrown by my grandmother before I was able to do so.

Well, although I fall sick and I failed to finish the thing I want, it’s still a nice holiday for me.

爱情是玩家

两个不同等级的人能够相爱吗?
一个穷少男可以爱上一位千金吗?
一位学业差的男生有资格爱上学业好的女生吗?
爱上一个不爱你的人，
还值得继续爱她吗？
选择放弃也是一种爱吗？

有些人把爱情当游戏来玩…
但事实爱情才是真正的玩家…
把人们玩得团团转呀！

My anger

I don’t know why, after I woke up today, I am feeling very down and angry. I am here to say sorry first if this blog make any of you feel angry of what am I saying.

I am trying to be different. I don’t want just be an ordinary student. I would say I am now different in two ways. Nowadays, most students in university is concern about the result or the certificate (I said most, isn’t all), agree? You have to agree.

In my university, there are a lot of accounting students, and yet, most of them don’t know why they choose to study accounting. They study accounting, because people told them that study accounting has a bright future.

Economy student, let me ask you, when is the world worst economy crisis? How long it last for? Do you know what crisis the world facing now? Do you know which country has the highest and lowest inflation rate? Do you know a single flower, Tulips, ever cause a big crisis? Do you know? I guess most don’t know, so, you are a Economy student who is study for the economy knowledge or the certificate?

I am different in this, I am studying for knowledge. My friends who close to me will know this. I don’t concern about result, I am concerning about the knowledge. Even, sometime, when I don’t agree with what the book says, and the question is appear in the examination, I will rather choose to leave it blank, or placing the answer that I think is correct.
Secondly, I started my investment in March last year. I don’t want continue my life in just studying. I want to involve in the real world. I want the real experience. And, my closed friends know that the percentage of getting a job is not very high. Compare a hawker which earn RM1,000 a month with a manager which earn RM5,000 a month, I would choose to be the hawker, seriously.

Here, what make me feeling down is, why could some people look think they are the only different ones and see anybody else are the same. I dislike people seeing me as a person that studies in university and going to get certificate to get a high salary job.

I recalled of a thing happened in 2 months ago.

My roommate joined a club last semester. It’s a club of entrepreneur. The club is having recruitment 2 months ago. My roommate did share with me the reasons why he joined. He didn’t aggressively asking me to join, because I think he knows that I have my own thinking and leave up the space for me to making decision.

However, here comes one person I hate. I wrote ‘hate’. When I write dislike, means I don’t really like it. But when I wrote hate, mean I really hate it. Due to the recruitment, my roommate’s friends had to come our room to stay for some times. That person, was trying to recruit me. And he saw me as an ordinary student, and saying that I had to understand the world now. ‘All’ the students are just study for the certificate. And, there is so much unemployment. If I join the club, I will learn a lot of things, which help my future. Up till here, it’s still fine. He was right that I would learn plenty of things in the club.

Followed by that, he talked about the world economic. He told me that he and his friends have making research on it and said that unemployment is going to be more and more. I said I know, but he said ‘you just knew a bit, there are much worse things that you won’t feel as your life in university.’

He acted like a economy expert and kept talking to me for more than 10 minutes about real world economic.

I really angry that moment and want to tell him,

‘Hey, stupid. Do you know who are you talking to? I am involving in real world investment. I can identify who understand the real world economy with those who don’t, okay? Don’t try to act as an economic expert in front of me! You said the world is facing a financial crisis due to the petrol price. Even you don’t know what’s happening, don’t need to show to me so obviously that you don’t know! The crisis now is Sub-prime crisis, caused by Sub-prime loan. You know what is that? Please, what you are saying are insulting me, you are insulting all the economists! You know nothing bout real world economy, it’s fine, nobody can know everything. But, don’t trying to teach a person who knows about real world economy! I strongly believe my real world economic knowledge is at least 100 times higher than you! And, I am still considered myself as a stupid person in real world economy, but you can say that you understand very well what is happening now?’

If isn’t because he was my roommate friend, and my roommate brought him to stay, I would definitely scold him and argue with him!